I hate school. I wish I could have taken this semester off. I'm not doing well in my classes. I'm taking tests on late days and spending money I shouldn't be spending. I'm not going to class, turning in assignments late, and all in all, sucking. I don't care about school, and I care even less about making good grades. My GPA has to be at least a 2.0 this semester or I go on probation, which is the same thing as warning, except if I make below a 2.0 again, I get kicked out for 2 semesters or something. Whatev. This is going to be my last semester of making bad grades because next semester I am going to take a total of 4 hours and those will be a re-take of a class I failed. After that, I'm not sure what I'll do.
GAHHH. I just feel so trapped right now. I can't get married till August. I have to finish this semester, which means 6 more weeks of hell. There is the good speck of starting my job, but other than that and David, life sucks.
I have to start getting up on time. I can't do nutrisystem if I don't get up on time. jkflaks;fjka.
I just have no motivation. This is not good.