Monday, April 23, 2007


Stuff is just stuff.
It can be replaced.
Money is just money.
It can be reearned.

Thats all for now. Just think about that.

Tuesday, April 10, 2007


Once again, I have a boyfriend.
Its intresting. I used to measure my life in boyfriends. Its not like I measured it in years, or days, or months. It was in boyfriends. Someone would talk about some event and I would say "Yeah, thats when I was dating so and so" My life revolved around boys. It revolved around feeling loved and feeling wanted and feeling like I was deseriable, at least to one person at that time.
I'm not sure I want to do that again.
Don't get me wrong. I really like boyfriend. He is a super awesome guy. He is tall and wonderful and sweet and a perfect gentleman. And I was his first kiss. And I can't break his heart, even tho it is inevitable at this point.
more later.

Monday, April 2, 2007

Oh Boy

Thats right, ladies and gentlemen, there is a boy.
He is tall (6'2!) dark and handsome and he isn't a skinny stick boy... he is solid and makes me feel little bitty.
And school sucks.
And I've been sick for the last week.
And he and I talked for a million hours and I liiiikkkkeee hiiimmmm.
And thats about it.