Thursday, May 29, 2008

Live your life with no regrets

Finish each day and be done with it. You have done what you could. Some blunders and absurdities no doubt crept in; forget them as soon as you can. Tomorrow is a new day; begin it well and serenely and with too high a spirit to be encumbered with your old nonsense. 
- Ralph Waldo Emmerson

Tuesday, May 27, 2008

Things to do before I get married:

Get list of 5 Salt Lake Florists together: book times to go see them while in Utah.
Go Buy starter Veil
Dress Fittings
Wear shoes a lot to break in (they are 4 inch heels! sweeet!)

Monday, May 26, 2008

Friday, May 9, 2008


It has been... intresting.
Me and my mom got in a fight the second day I got home, but we have been okay since then. We went shopping yesterday and I got stuck in a dress b/c the zipper broke. It wasn't even because it was too small- - it was too big! Lame, because it was cute and we couldn't buy it then. I am on the quest for the perfect engagment picture colothes. Its an ordeal to say the least. I hate shopping for something in particular. I like shopping for things I don't need. Thats probably not a good thing. I'm going to go to Plato's closet this afternoon.
I need to go make cookie glaze and make some cookies for Maddie, the little girl I was supposed to play with this week but got totally busy with stuff with my grandma and wedding invites and working out. Basically, I'm a jerk. I feel real bad.
I have been working out a lot. Like, 9 times a week on average. And I've been eating less. Maybe it's because I'm around my Grandma all day long and she eats basically nothing. Maybe its b/c I'm on Nurtisystem. Who knows.
David came and saw me last weekend. It was wonderful. And he's coming to see me next weekend. I'm excited. Picturessss!
I got a massage yesterday. And I'm going to get another one on wednesday. No shame. My massue's name is Kenny. Baha.
I got some new work out clothes. I got some sweet long sweat-shorts that remind me of Brooklyn, and some short booty shorts that remind me of. .. me. haha. But I don't know where my booty shorts are. Lame. I also got some nail-streghtner that I need to go put a new coat of on. My nails are going to be mucho pretty next year.
We may have gotten an apartment. But we'll find out soon. If we didn't, I'll be on the craigslist hunt again. Rock.
My Grandma is not doing so well these days. She won't eat anything except a few bites when we make her, and she won't do much of anything else eaither. Its not too fun. She's going downhill pretty quickly. My mom is semi-in denial of this. I think that after I leave she should just put her in a a home, because there is no one to watch her during fall semester (we have a friend a BYU-I who is home for winter) and because its starting to get to the point where she will forget to go to the bathroom, etc, etc.
As for payment, our housing will be paid for next year, but we will still write a check for rent every month, and just send it to my parents. That means our rent next year should be mostly paid for, which is cool. I just hope that we can find a place to live that won't make me want to die.
I'm offically signed up for 13 hours next semester. Super lame, if you ask me. David is doing 14. We are both going to be working. We won't ever see eachother, but it'll be good, I think. We'll put some money in the bank and pay off everything.
I am having a sleepover with Laura tonight. I smell adventure, and possibly some fast food. We'll see. We are going to the pancake breakfast in the morning. FUNNN!
I am so ready to come visit in June. Its going to be wonderful.